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EDWINA CHOW:
PLEASE STOP SLEEPING DURING LESSONS!

i am in love with the number 2, because it is significant, maybe to me, and some of my friends.
2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2


i just dont understand mitosis and meiosis, and i wished that cells divide in a simpler way, so i can study less!

and i am ecstatic that i have finished reading the 5th book of the year, the memory keeper's daughther by kim edwards. i did not really enjoy it, and i felt that reading it was an agony. but georgina felt that the book was awesome. oh well, different ppl have different likings.

also, i like the sitting arrangement in class. my group: joyce, idaffi, shiu heng, ei huan, yusof, wee kiong and nisya really brought joy to me. and i enjoy bitching there! haha. also, joyce and i crapped up a stupid story saying that mdm bio was on course and there was no bio lesson today. of course, it was an april fool's joke. majority were tricked. how fun can it be.

homework time! :D

i am back.

1st week of term 2, we will usually get back our common test results. this year, there is no exception.
i got 5As (namely bio, chem, emath, amath, comb humanities), 1B (omg omg its b3 for hcl! the first time is 1000000000000 years!)

and

your truly got a
c6 for physics
and
c5 for english. 

actually, i got 11/12 for ss. then mrs T said she overlooked one point of my essay, so the 11 became a 6. hahaha.
and she still commented that my last para is a potential L6. hahaha. what a joke. i am contented that i did not get a 4 like how i usually fare last year. 

i dont feel a thing about this common test. i dont feel a sense of exhilaration when i did well for comb humanities and higher chinese, nor do i feel a tinge of sadness when i screwed up english and physics.

now, just forget about acadamic stuffs. life cannot be just revolving around studies, studies and studies. i will become a nerd.

i wonder who is the ultimate decision maker of one's life. sometimes, we cannot make our own decision for ourselves, but its others who are making it. at times, people cannot make the decisions for us, we have to make them ourselves.

how contradicting can people be. we say something, but we think otherwise. we say something, but we do otherwise.

i ponder, why people like to wash their dirty linen in public. dont they feel disgraced? dont they feel embarassed?

how random are the above thoughts. i just felt inspired all of a sudden.

2 weeks since i last blogged. wow.

school, tests, homework, npcc. my life revolves around these few events/things.

last week, i went to play the G-MAX, also known as the bungee jump at clarke quay. i was supposed to be studying at home for test. but in the end, i went to one degree 15 marina for dinner, clarke quay and bungee jumping. it was so thrilling and exhilarating, and i simply loved it. dinner was nice, and the service was excellent. of course, the price was...
 
i had 6 tests last week, and it was simply crazy. english was okay, but the teacher who took my class for the english test was simply hot. my class went mad about him. i did not know how to do bio and physics. for ss, i was quite confident i could do it, but i realised no matter how good my answer is, i will fail. why? i was supposed to compare source b and c, but i compared source a and b! i am mentally prepared that my results would be a disaster, but it is over, i'll just improve the next time.

npcc is just as busy, and i just took the test today.

i love amath night study!

oh ya, thanks for all the valentines day gifts! i love them all! :D

common test is in 3 weeks. time flies. god gracious.

i've been telling myself these days, not to regret any decision made. i made the decision, so i have to face the music. no matter what the consequence is, face it.

homework weighs tons this cny holiday.
1. 6 essay compilations.
2. amath worksheet 8.1
3. bio workbook chpt 16
4. geog workbook 13.1
5. ss worksheet on terrorism
6. chemistry reexam paper section B.

its enough to kill.
one random day last week, mrs r lim told us that dunman dropped from band 2 to band 3, so the teachers are gonna give us more remedials and lessons and assignments from now on, as compared to last year. i almost fainted. night studies are going to start soon!

many of my friends have already made their goals for the coming o levels, so i am going to make mine too!
L1R5 <8, tjc or ngee ann poly business! i will work towards it, and i must achieve it, or else i will remain as the stupidest in the family.
i must study, i must stop procrastinating. i will stop sleeping in class. :D

i am satisfied with my class's deco. kudos to everyone who helped out yesterday. your help is much appreciated!

my brain has been working 101% this week.
homework, tests, npcc. WOW.
just screwed up my emath test, on sets notation. only after ms thong went through the paper then i realised i mixed up all the symbols. no wonder i did terribly.
i like my seat in class. the joy and laughter in class makes me feel peaceful and problems free.
I AM SLEEPING LESS IN SCHOOL NOWADAYS.
its a sense of achievement for me. i am happy. :D

problems, problems, problems. when can it come to an end?

chinese new year is next week, but i am not a bit excited. why? HOMEWORK LAR. i only like cny bcoz of $$$ and sleep.

i keep telling myself i have to study. but i succumb to sleeping all the time. even though pk smses me to wake me up, it is not helping. haiz.

after adam khoo workshop,
i finally i have goals.
the first day of the course, i wanted to go to ngee ann poly to take finance and banking.
second day, i was undecided.
third day, during goal setting, i am sure, certain. its temasek junior college.
i will study, i must study, i must mug. i will stop procrastinating. i will stop watching hongkong drama. i will only use the computer once a week. i will stop watching so much tv programmes. i will stop sleeping during bio. i will stop handing in homework late. i will pay attention in class.
i must do well. so i can go to beijing.
mummy promised me, if i do well, she will sponsor my trip to beijing!

woots!

i am so nervous. i am getting o levels chinese tomorrow. i must get a1. i have to.

i shall not blog about adam khoo workshop so that those who have not attended it will be kept in suspense. sure cry de. i cried.

i am exhausted from all the tedious activities in school.

sec 1 camp was fun and i enjoyed it.

cca fair is driving me nuts. i have no idea how to do a script, and i have to hand it in tomorrow. like wth? my eng sucks, and i have to write a script that is to be read out in front of the whole school? you must be joking edwina. no i am not. chunluan is busy with homework, ridzuan too. i dont seem to be able to get the others. please, i am busy too. i just camp back from that super dirty and hilarious adam khoo workshop 1 hour ago. i'll do my best and see what i can crap out. 

homework is piling up and bio cher is scaring us by telling us that we will be having 3 consecutive sat lessons from next week onwards. wow. why was i so dumb to take bio?

i like the aircon in my class. it is cooling, and condusive to sleep. so far, i've slept for chem, chinese and bio. i told myself i cant sleep anymore, but my eyes and brain just cant listen. so dont blame me, blame my brain. i cant choose my brain, if i could, i would not have taken such a stupid goner brain.

ridzuan was saying that he could recognise my table from outside my class. why? the table is yellow, and my file is yellow. haha.

lessons are boring as usual. i like my teachers. got ms thong and ms wan back, so yay.

my brain is in a mess. i need to study, i cannot procrastinate. but i am busy. how i wish i can chop myself into a few pieces and solve the problems? haiz.

during the AK talk today, i somehow feel like going to ngee ann poly to take business. wanted to go to its open house on sat, but i have the workshop so i have to give it a miss. that's sad. i want the ipod. i was thinking this few weks whether i should go to a poly or jc. after today's talk, the trainer somehow discouraged us from going to poly, and go to a jc instead. so, i have no idea. let me see how i fare for my mid year first ba.

:D

woo. it has been a long time sinCE i last posted.

let me begin
sunday. where did i gO? oh ya. went to the converse warehouse sales to get a new pair of school shoe, only to find out that the price diff is only $4.
wait. that's was last sunday!
let me see. oh ya. i slacked at home and went to cousin's house to eat tangyuan. i only know it was tangyuan festival that day.
no, that was last sunday, too.
i guessed i just slacked at home. no. i was doing my proposal. haha.

monday, slacked at home too. but i did homework and attempted to study chemistry, although it failed.

tuesday. recee for victory march, general meeting in school.  dinner and lunched with kamini, bernice, christy, yuqi, seng cheong, bryan and yong. that all i supposed.

wednesday. meeting again, printing, sleep, getting ridzuan's present, dinner at changi golf club. omg, the food was super delicious. the shark fin soup was so mouthwatering, and the fins were damn big lor. haha. suddenly at 10pm, i told my mum i wanted to go for countdown, but she refused. sian. so i did games day proposal and amended the annual camp '09 proposal and gamed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD RIDZUAN!

i've got too many new year resolutions, so i guess i wont type it down. i just need to know it in my heart. :D

CHEM REEXAM ON WED, 7/1. dead. i've not studied a single shit. and i heard that there will be bio reexam. i wont attempt to study, at all.

camp on friday, so all the best to all who are involved, and of course to me too. i hope i wont screw things up. i seriously hope.



that's a pic i took when i was in changi golf club.



that was the tangyuan i ate at my cousin's house.

let me recall 2008. let the pics do the talking.

ltc '08

lmsc '08


my wonderful friend, joelynn lim. not forgeting georgine kwek. i dont have her photo!



1C'06 chalet

npcc campcraft team 2008.

okay these are some of the photos i can find
summing up 2008. events that happened.
1. exams and tests.
2. homework
3. npcc annual camp 2008
4. survival training camp 2008
5. ltc 2008
6. drill com
7. campcraft com
8. sabah trip
9. chalets

that should be all.

BYE 2008, HAPPY 2009!

it has been like a long time since i blogged.

what happened during the week:
trainers camp
npcc training
meeting
CHRISTMAS!

trainers camp, lazy to blog about it. its was fine, and had a fun time bitchinglistening to ghost stories!
meeting was like yesterday, and  dozed off during it. so sorry! but funny overall.
christmas! i received gifts, greetings, and i finally cut my hair. did treatment too. it cost like $60 altogether. but i like my new hairstyly, it is like not so thick and ugly.
npcc training? shall not talk about it. i just calmed down and dont want to make my blood pressure shoot up again. chunluan knows about it. our blood pressure both shot up. haha :D

that's all for now. :)

what happened today
1. sec 1s registration
2. camp meeting

yeah that's about it. in between, went luch with one whole gang, and spent 1.5 hours in the HOD room printing the proposal with HUANXIAN and NADIRAH.

HAHA, i got a new laptop today. okay, its not new. my cousin got a new one, so she gave me hers. yeah. so at first, i need to put my thumbdrive inside that whatever compartment. i put it in 4 times, but the laptop could not detect the presence of the thumbdrive.












in the end i realised i put it in the wrong compartment. =.="

haha.

i am dumb.


today during registration, there was one parent who asked me something related to socks, so i said ankle socks are not allowed in dunman. see, i am a good student promoting the values. guess what's her reply?

' BUT YOU ARE WEARING ANKLE SOCKS'. okay lor, you win liao.
3 asked me how to go to the nearest ATM machine, 2 asked me about the availability of buses, 4 asked me regarding books, 3 asked me about side gates, 5 asked me how to go to the general office, and last but not least, 1 asked me about socks. of course there are numerous who asked about uniforms and the hall.

that's all for now.

why i will find myself hating 2009

1.extra lessons
2.OLEVELS
3.prelims, that i find super dumb
4.stepping down from npcc? its wierd not being there after 4 years
5.seeing the teachers that i dont like
6.finding myself sleeping in class, again. its not that i dont have a bed at home.
7.learning stupid maths and science that i find super useless in life next time. i wonder why these mathematicians and scientist waste time formulating these facts abd formulas.
8.SPA, omg, it sucks. it makes me panic for no reason for 1 whole hour for 7 sessions
9.getting my chinese OLEVEL results. shall not comment about it.
9.its studying time again, and i just swore that i hate studying
10.competitions among classmates. i hate it, but everyone seem to be dragged down.
11.finding myself only sleeping 1 hour ++ and having to wake up to go to school again
12.waking up at 6.00am to go to school. its a bore
13.teacher's nagging about why we should do well for olevels and forcing ppl to study
14.ATTIRE CHECKS. i find it dumb.
15.holidays=lessons
16.having less time to use the computer, because of olevels
17.carrying heavy books to school.
18.exam stress
...

i am still thinking...

however, i am of course looking forward to meeting my friends in school, and crapping in class again!

yesterday.
had bio lesson from 8am-9.30am10.45am. it got extended until everyone was so freaking pissed off. and mdm lim gave us 7 more essay questions to do! omg, its so irritating. and she started talking about olevels and blah blah blah. my table was imitating her lor! i wonder why i took bio. its tedious, torturous and troublesome!
after bio, went to attend the sec 2s meeting, and chionged home after that. soon, i found myself in kbox when my 1c friends. we sang for 5 hours and went for dinner after that. roslin brought us to a restaurant which serves free flow of ice cream and drinks! wooh. arcaded after that and bused home.
today
shopped in orchard the whole day but only got a bag. no shoes, no clothes, sian. daddy brought us to queenstown to try some shanghai delicacies that was marvellous!
during dinner, i went to geylang to have beef kuay teow. and it was at that point of time when i almost died. i choked onto that stupid beef that was too q and i had a hard time getting it out of my mouth. but luckily it came out and i survived. on the way back, mummy and daddy were teaching sis and i how to recognise prostitutes. LOL.

tired, but still doing proposal. waiting for the last dept to hand in their logistics list.
and i seriously need to get a pair of heels and thumbdrive by friday.
EDWINA, PLEASE START STUDYING AND DO YOUR HOMEWORK. but i am not motivated. besides, its still the holidays, and i am bored. haha:D

mummy rented a dvd that is called halloween, rated M18. its supposed to be a horror movie but i slept half the show and i dont even think it was horrifying. the person just killed and killed ppl, no suspense. sian.

i wonder why teachers are so patient and dedicated, and i seriously salute them. even i, as a student, who should be the one who is serious about studying, is not as dedicated to studying. i would rather go for npcc trainings. it is more fun, except the planning part lar.

:D

I AM BACK
thanks to cousin.

MY COM OFFICIALLY CRASHED.

now at granny's house during proposal, so the next time i'll blog will be the time my com revive.
all my docs are lost. but lucky thing, i have the back up copies in my email. phew.
its kinda of sad when com breaks down during the holiday. it would be better if it breaks down during the exam period.

that's all for now. :D
i am almost done with homework!

tagged by christy. so chunluan dont attempt to tag me anymore!

1) My friends; are my supporting pillar, helping and guiding me always
2) I’m listening to; bye bye
3) Maybe i should learn; not to think so much and let things go.
4) I love; my family and friends!
5) My plan; to finish my homework asap? and lose more weight.mass. PHYSICS HOR.
6) I don’t understand; amaths(its the stupid proving chpt), and why human beings are so complicated
7) I lost; $$$
8) People say; i talk, gossip too much.
9) I'm missing; my friends whom i have not met up for a long time.
10) Love means; contributing and hoping for the other party to be happy?
11) Somewhere, someone is; sleeping, happy, sick
12) I'm always searching for; my own happiness
13) Forever seems; forever to me
14) I do not want to; lose more $$$, lose more friends
15) My mobile phone; is a goner.
16) When i wake up in the morning; i hope that the day will be fine. and i hope i can sleep more.
17) I get annoyed when; i cant things going the way i want.
18) Parties are; FUN, LIKE OF COURSE!
*POOF!*, 19 went.
20) Today i; went to view cars wil my family, and visit my aunt who is going back to brunei tomorrow.
21) Tmr i will be; having amath tuition. WHAT A BORE!
22) I really want; to take a good break and stop getting involved in XXXXXXXXXX.
23) I miss; my childhood, the fun i had, KBOX!
24) What is your phone brand?; nokia 5610
25) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?; 229
26) What does the second message in your inbox say?; u plan for next tue ba. i see how, maybe going. from jingyong.
27) Who was the last person you rang?; chunluan
28) Who was your last missed call from?; chunluan
29) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?; some message regarding npcc from shawn.
30) Who comes after J?; K?
31 to 39 got kidnapped and was thrown to mars for labour work. LOL.
40) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say.; the meeting has been changed to 2pm. to ridzuan.
41) Who is your network provider?; Starhub!
42) How many messages are there in your inbox?; 1500
43) Who do you have on speed dial 3?; i dont use speed dials
44) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?; -
45) Who is the first person who comes after C?; daddy, danicadavid, debbie, delia etc
46) What do you have as your main ringtone?;elmo song
47) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
1. joelynn
2. weiqing
3.lynn
4.chunluan
5.wee kiong
6.hilary
7.shuting
8,9,10. anyone ba.

this quiz is so much better than the previous one. its shorter!

i have been thinking alot these days, and i think i should just give up. i dont want to continue anymore, and even if i do, it's forced. there is a difference between forced and willing. the results are different. even if i continue, i need their help and effort too. if only the few of us are doing, there is no point.

i think i should just continue.

escape was a bore. bcoz my cousin humji, dont dare to play. then in the end only my sis and i were playing. i wont want to waste $$$ going in to eat the southwest wind. that's really a waste of $$$. accompanied my family to turf city to view cars, but daddy could not find a car to his liking. mummy adviced him to wait for another 6 months to see how the economy is. its TECHNICAL RECESSION now. after that, came home and took a nap, and went to granny's house to visit aunt who is going back to brunei tomorrow. cousin wanted me to go to the airport with her, but I WANT TO SLEEP. THE FLIGHT IS 10.45AM, THAT MEANS THEY HAVE TO BE IN THE AIRPORT AT 8.30AM. NO WAY.

tuition tomorrow, sec2s camp meeting on wed, free on thur, npcc general meeting on friday.
i just hope i wont spend to much $$$. i am BROKE.
KILL ME, THERE IS BIO LESSON NEXT MONDAY! ARGH!

next sat is paternal granny's 90th birthday. having a celebration in a restaurant in parkway. i bought a dress recently, so to accompany that, i'll buy a pair of heels!

hols will be over soon. i hope i can finish my homework by this week and study for  the STUPID DAMNIT F'''ING IDIOTIC CHEM REEXAM.